New Drawing blog

Just created a new drawing blog not long ago.

http://lollili.blogspot.com/

Will be blogging more frequently there.

=)

Fly me to the Moon

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The Twin me

i wanted everything perfect to be yours.
i lost my soul sometimes and i ran faraway.
i cried out loud and screamed you away at times.
i meant nothing, and yet something.
i'm lost at times and so clear at times as well.
There's a pair of twins in me that looked alike but not really alike.
i wandered all over the place, and looked for the perfect one to fit them.
but i went too far at times, and so near at times as well.
So near that my vision were blurred
i'm rather confused. Yup, you can see all of it from my structure.
i thought i lost my mind. but actually i lost my heart.
i thought i lost my sight, but actually i lost my sight.
i'm sad that i lost one of it. but glad that i didnt lost the other.
It seemed well balanced. but yet. i guess its not.

Life is not so wonderful afterall

I guess sometimes u just go a longer route for no reasons... Sometimes u rant at ppl for no reasons... Sometimes u used others for your own purpose... and not realising that you have actually hurt that someone unknowingly. And sometimes u used others for entertainment purpose, and you thought that you have entertained everyone in the world. But what, you would have in turn hurt others. Some thinkings that are personal are not meant to be said outspokenly, yup u thought that u have done something great and influenced others with your so called thinkings. but actually that person doesnt think so, instead they thought that you have crossed the line. Its good to influence, but i guess only at times when you are in private and when u understand the whole situation well enough.

Feelings that results from events can only be felt by the parties involved. Cause the third party will never be able to understand even they are standing right beside looking at eat.

Helped my mom cut some onions last night. It was so muddy and wet on the outside, and everyone home thought that it was rotten from the first look, but actually it only looked dirty, and after peeling the skin off, it looks like any other nice ones bought outside. Infact it tasted nicer than any of those that i have tasted.


For the past few years, i have realised alot of things, missed alot of things... and yup i am still moving, alive, and living well.... i did go the wrong way.. i did go the long way.. i also went the hard way.. i fell, i learnt. i admit that i was stubborn. i admit that i was wrong. and no doubt there is a scarred part of my life somewhere. but somehow i am glad that i fell and glad that i got trampled.

Sometimes i wonder. when someone warns you not to do something. Did they actually fell before that made them think so, or did they heard and see it. Some might not agree, but i still think that it is great to fall down sometimes to gain than just follow and continue life stubbornly with all the diseases in you.

People do regret after they fall and sometimes they would just need slight pull from others to bring themselves out of the hole rather than others that push you down even further. They might be thinking that they are actually helping and trying to bring out the true power in them. In fact, they have trampled their guts several times, leaving a powerless soul behind.

"I've missed out, lost. So u should take my steps." out of 100% i guess only 20%(thinking) went in. and 80%(actions) did not. i wished that i am one soul that listen and absorb that 100% but i admit i am not, cause i dont understand thru words, but exp.

Bits and Pieces of Me

It has been a week that ment went to thailand. My days in Singapore are busy. And i guess his days are as busy as mine. Somehow felt so sorry that i keep on rejecting his calls and made him wait for me or not able to go online to chat with him. Think he has got alot to say, alot to tell. I guess i'm just too selfish. But oh wells...

I'm just so evil....

Ultimate Chocolate cookie recipe!

Ingredients!
125g dark chocolate, minimum 70% cocoa solids. (i would prefer dark chocolate tolberone) (melted over boiling water)
125g soft butter.
75g light brown sugar.
50g white sugar.
1 teaspoon vanilla extract.
1 egg, cold from the fridge.
2 bags of choco chips
150g flour.
30g cocoa powder
1 teaspoon bicarbonate of soda.
½ teaspoon salt.

Steps!

1. melt the darkchoco
2. In a bowl, mix 125g soft butter.75g light brown sugar.50g white sugar with a machine
   
3. In the meantime, you can combine 150g flour.30g cocoa, sieved.1 teaspoon bicarbonate of soda.½ teaspoon salt together in a bowl. mix it with spoon to form a dry mix
   

4. Add 1 teaspoon vanilla extract.into the wet mix .MIX IT
   

5. Add melted choco inside the wet mix.MIX IT

6. 1 egg, cold from the fridge into wet mix.MIX IT

7. Lastly add dry ingredients and 2 bags of choco chips into the wet mix.MIX IT

8. Then use a ice-cream scoop or you can do it like me, using hand, turn it into small balls on a greased baking pan with baking paper(unless ur baking paper is non-stick)
   
   
9. Bake it!

• 180 degrees 8mins to 10 mins for soft cookie

• 180 degrees 15-18 mins for harder ones

• depending on your oven, the time of the baking varies. The above one are for standard size. small oven i would encourage you to keep a lookout and shorten the time for around 2-3mins for the harder cookies
  

Variations : you can add nuts if u want at the last step before baking. you can also use 1 pack of white chocolate and 1 pack of dark chocolate chips. You can also put M&Ms if u want!

*Note: Becareful and dont burn your cookies.

after exams

It's been a long time that i've blogged. so what have i been doing after exams?

did alot of things. Went to partyworld twice within 2 weeks. Went to kadoman twice within a week. and watch movie thrice within 2 weeks! lols..

The partyworld sessions were great. once with henry,eileen and yvonne and the other one with ment's cousins. after the partyworld session with eileen they all we went for dinner at kadomen. =) still love their ramen. and its still as good as before. =) The session with ment's cousin was a surprising one! cause daniel is singing! haha.

went to see doctor for my face also at vivo. it cost me 200 bucks! omg... but i guess its ok... cause i had been better then before now. =)

anyway, watched chocolate, Drillbit Taylor and what happen in vegas. The best is what happen in vegas and the worst is Drillbit Taylor. Chocolate is nice, but the starting is alittle boring. However the fighting scenes are great and real! Dont leave the place even after the show ended when u watch that movie. cause you will see the injuries and pain that the actors and actress went through. its like every scene also got people injured. You will really feel the pain. cause every single moves have got no strings attached. its 100 real! its really.... incredible! anyway, the Drillbit Taylor show is like... how should i put it? i kinda sucks. lols... its quite boring? i mean its not really very funny, unlike the What happen in Vegas. What happen in Vegas and Chocolate is a must watch. and you can give it a pass for Drillbit Taylor. yup. Thats all i guess

Anyway life had been so relax recently lols.. how i wish it doesnt end so soon.

麻糬 muaji

糯米粉 1杯半
玉米粉 5大匙
花生糖粉 半杯
沙拉油 一小匙


取一个耐热容器，倒入糯米粉，两大匙玉米粉，和一杯水搅匀。盖上保鲜膜，留一个缺口。移入微波炉中，一强微波加热5分钟，成为米团。

取一个耐热的塑胶袋，加入少许的沙拉油抹匀，将抹上油的汤匙放入袋中，隔着塑胶袋将米团揉至光滑，再放凉备用。

将麻糬放入花生糖中，并均匀沾裹。



glutinous rice flour 1cup
corn flour 5 tablespoon
sugared-peanut power 1/2cup
olive/vegetable oil 1 teaspoon

pour the glutinous rice flour, 2 tablespoon of cornflour and a cup of water into a microwavable container. cover it and microwave using high heat for 5 mins.

put the rice dough inside a oiled plastic bag and start kneading it till shiny.

cut and place the rice dough into the peanut powder, and let it cover with peanut powder.

It's New Year Eve!

Had dinner at uncle's house (used to be ah ma house) =) had pot luck dinner and yu sheng. =) and just realised that most of the pictures are my baby cousin's pic... lols..

He Kissed me!

So cute rite!

His mei mei=)


Anyway, Happy New Year to all! muacks!

PRF's Pre-New Year celebration

YU Sheng! lao arh! lao arh! gong xi fa cai! wan shi ru yi! sheng yi xin long~!!!!


I am so hungry!!!! Rawrs!


stop hiding! Ur too big to hide urself!

haha... i took all the credit for washing!
*ps: i nv wash any in the end* =)

The gang

After dinner activity! Phototaking!

Leen trying to be cool! haha

This photo is my fav! dont worry guys.. she's not beating herself. but it seems like it rite!
This one looked so angelic!


Wat's with the hand?
me taking peipei who's taking me!
haha

HIdE-ous flor!

YUpyup.. as u can see i am the candid camera lady! lols.. if u wanna see nice photos of us go baba's blog! lols.. =) happy new year gals! have a great year ahead!

Ms Leong's birthday

Lols.. i know this is alittle late... but hehe! yups... this is the celebration for her! havent been seeing her for quite a long time.. =) Miss her! lols.. she's a great teacher! lols..

My face looked so squarish!

mango cake!

Hope she enjoyed her birthday =)

一个人的味道

常常会有一种想吃stickychewy chocolate 的欲望。今天也一样。唯一不一样的就是独自满足自己的欲望。

本以为今天的味道，和吃巧克力的感觉会和平常一样，可是却发现到很不一样，反而很不是滋味。后来才发现，一个人的晚餐并不好吃，并不满足。

要怎么说的呢？

若说晚餐是一杯咖啡的话，那两个人以上的是甜甜的mocha, 一个人的是无糖的浓郁expresso。

若说晚餐是季节，那那两个吃着晚餐的就是在冬天里百花盛放的樱桃树，而那一个独自吃晚餐的就是不起眼，连一片叶也每省的老枯树。

可是，一个人的晚餐也有它的好，它的妙。

反过来说，若两个人以上的晚餐是那吵杂的菜市场，那一个人的晚餐就是海边旁那拥有独特旋律的海浪声。

若说两个人以上的晚餐是在一个十分巨大的笼子里，那一个人的晚餐就是在一个无边无际的大草原。

也许是已经习惯了吧，不然的话，我会很享受，一个人的晚餐。也或许厌倦了一个人的日子。。。

不管怎么样，我想我应该学习品尝一个人两个人的味道。

CHocohoLIC MonsTer!

The Ice-Cream Journey Starts here!

Bananarama is Weird!

OMG! 5 stickyChewyChoCo!

Choco Fest!

I'm a Cookie Monster!

HeHe... We are the Choco Eaters!

I'm just so fortunate

Life is full of uncertainty
I'm just so fortunate

slacker

OMG! i've wasted my long weekend! i'm such a pig! and yup i did some last min reading and practise. thats y i still haven go to bed! dread goin to sch tml. hope the local lect would be good. dont think i need alot of sleep tonite. cause i've slept too much for today. 3am-1130, 2-7... even ment is complainin about it.. haha... ok.. i think i should work hard from tml onwards. =)

Icecream!

Alright this is my first "happening" in like duno how many days. =) "happening" in terms of what happened today =)

Phew! What a tiring week! Had straight lessons for 6 days! and its all 2-5... what a bad timing for lessons. lessons we usual and it makes my life seems so monotonous. I look like a no-life freak that goes to sch everyday! But i think it should be the same for everyone. =) But lucky me! i've got 2 great girlfriends accompanying me to school and tolerating my rubbish! haha

Went to Bedok to eat bak chou mee! Its really delicious. (fattening as well with all those little bit pieces of lard T.T) The mee is like so chewy! (sorry for not being able to put up photos, u know i seldom take though i've got a camera phone) Anyway, they only sell bak chou mee in soup. =) A very traditional style. =) We had satays, hokkien mee, or lua (fried oyster) and carrot cake as well! the rest are ok only. oh ya! the uncle that sells drink is super clever. He really noes how to increase sales. First he helped us to find seats, then ask about what drinks we want. So normally we would order it first. Then when the drink come, we realised that its expensive and the sugar cane is in plastic cups! such a small serving for $1+. Its in coffee shop! WTH! But cannot blame la. We can choose not to order from him de. It sounds like a scam. lols...

After the bedok food hunt, we went to explore terminal3! It's big, and there's alot of ppl sleeping inside there... lols.. all waiting for plane i guess. Went there for swensens. The new one, though its also swensens, the package is totally different. It seems more high class, and ya, the food are more expensive. But you know wat? the serving are also greater! =) overall its worth the money =) And there's blueberry flavor! haha..

Mmm.. going city hall tml to eat kadoman, hokkaido icecream and donut factory donuts! lols.. greedy me!

My First Entry of the Year!

Ok! This is my First entry of the year. I know its abit late, but please forgive me. =)

2007

2007 is only an ok year for me. The first half year was busy working and the sec half was busy studying. Did met a few nice ppl in this year. Did quite alot of meaningful things.

Happiest Days : =) Alot i guess. But i guess they are mostly stayovers.
Most Unhappy memory : Get scold and mistaken by others. =)
Most boring day : Doing nothing and waiting for sat sun.

think thats all about i have to remember =)

2008

I hope that everything would be better this year! How? just better in every aspects of my life. =)

Sorry for my brief-ness. =) Memories are something personal. Even if u share it, its the same. Cause only the person that remember these memories will have the correct feeling about it. =)

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Alright, Thats all folks. =)

Anyway i'm currently in love with a singer. 楊宗緯 =) i guess this is the first time i've ever got an idol in my life? lols... but i guess i only admire the way he sings and express himself in songs. Don't know why, but it feels like there's a magnet to attract tears in his voice. Its touching. Ya.. Mmm.. but there are exceptions also la. not all the songs that he sings are really very well expressed, though almost all of them are. Mmm.. but i guess if you guys are interested can try listening to his duo yu, yu tian, bei pan, xing bu liao qing, and ren zhi. Quite alot more that i've heard online, but sad to say, i dont't know the name of the songs. =)Anyway, I guess this would be the first time i'm willing to get a music cd =) Hopes that this cd would be good and hope that i would still be able to get touched my him even though its recorded in a recording room. (Don't know why, just feel that its hard to find a singer that make me feel touched when listening to their CD. Except for those live concert ones.) It better be good =).

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Ok, i'm studying commercial law, business stats, management acc, and price and markets this sem. i guess commercial law is ok, though there are loads of readings and understand and essays to write. But, i think it wouldnt be worst than stats. Really hated that! lols.. but i'll try to love it. management acc.. Mmm.. think it would be hard.. and i hope i do well.. price and markets... think its just another econs sub. lols... Textbooks are expensive(lols.. that was random. =))

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Wedding Lunch

Went for cousin's wedding lunch today. Its just a small scale one, cause we cant really celebrate as its not 3 years yet. So why are they still having wedding? Mmm... Think my cousin is going overseas for some course for a very long time... that means they would be separated for a long time too. i think 3 years?

Mmm... today's wedding lunch was a small scale but sweet one. Somehow after attending today's wedding, I've realized that sometimes it doesn't matter how grand or big your wedding is, cause in the end you would still be as excited, as nervous, as happy as having a small one =). It doesnt matter how many people are there to see. It doesnt matter how much mistake you make. It doesnt matter how much u wait, how unglamorous how ugly you look. After all its your wedding day, it the day that 2 people can officially stay together, love together, smile together, cry together.

I've been to alot of wedding dinners. But none gave me such complicated feelings except this one. Maybe there isnt much people attending the wedding, maybe because i'm sitting very close when they are pledging, or maybe too much things happened this 2 years.. But somehow it just feels different. I was touched by the pledged, touched by the brotherly and sisterly love, touched by the love between friendships, touched by a hell loads of things, Or maybe should i say that i finally get to understand a little of the sacredness of the wedding ring, the pledge, the process. (cause i've got a feeling that i will never understand for my entire life. even after i get married.)

I used to think that having a wedding dinner is a waste of time and money. But i don't think its a waste of time anymore after today. Wedding dinner is not only to show, tell , share with people your happiness and joy, but also, a way to reunion. It had been quite a long time ever since my whole family including my relatives get together ever since my grandparents death. Its really great to see all of us get together once again. (though all the fathers were not here today due to work.) Somehow i enjoy the days when my grandparents are still around and we would gather at least twice a year at my grandparents house. though i dont speak much during such times, but these moments had accompany me for at least 18 years, and usually they are filled with joy and laughter. Its a kind of happiness that need to be felt with your heart, even when no one's talking. Its hard to find time for each other nowadays. and thats why sometimes i envy people with cousins so close with them. =) cause i sincerly believed that as long as you have a group of close sibling or cousin, you will never turn astray. (weird but true thinking of mine =) ) Lols..

Anyway, its a nice day. and i will always remember this feeling that i have.

oh ya. about the last entry. i guess i understand le... =) after pondering so much and also after today's experience. =)

Cherish the people around you. Cherish and remember the joy they gave you. Cherish the moments and chances they provide for you to love them and others. Even after they died, cherish that single moment once again. Don't be too busy with being sad and crying. Be busy with what you can do for the rest of the people that are with you, be busy with the moment of reunion they provided you. Be busy with remembering their good points. Be busy with remembering the things they taught you. Be busy with doing the things that you should do.

And maybe to the weird me, dying is not a sad thing. Its a happy thing. It's a new life for them and you. It just depends on how u look at your life. =) Don't cry anymore =) Don't cry for the things around you anymore =) Cause you never know someone's watching and got infected by your tears =)

Live, Death, Love... Its all differentiated by a curvy circle =) WHy? Think about it yourself =)

I love My Mama!
I love My Sister!
I love My Brothers!
I love My Father!
I love My Relatives!
I love My Girlfriends!
I love My Boyfriend!
I love My Guyfriends!
I love Myself!
I love Everyone! Even my enemy! =) (Cause i don't wanna be a sad and sorry one that hates anyone. Hating is just too tiring for the lazy me =))

Best Friends

Was thinking about this question for the past few days. When i'm getting married.. who will be my bridesmaid? Don't know why. Somehow it seems like i wont be able to have one in future. It seems like i've lost contact with most of my friends. Though there are still some, but it seems like they all have their best friends as well. So what are best friends? My tution kid kept on asking me whose your best friend. But it seems like i only have hi-bye friends, friends, close friends and good friend. i began asking myself: who will be the friend that listens to your trouble as and when u have one? who will be your bridesmaid in the future? who will be supporting you?

I've got my answer. and i know who they are but.. somehow.. i don't know why it seems like its bothering me.. lols.. maybe i'm just thinkin to much.. or maybe i'm just thinking too much for myself that i lost all of them. Maybe i'm just too selfish. Or maybe they are already there and i still did not see them with my heart.

Anyway, my friends out there... don't get the wrong meaning. its just that there are too much uncertainty in future. and we cant tell what's gonna happen in the future.

i guess all i need is a little bit of
TRUST
CERTAINTY
SHARING
TELEPATHY
CONCERN
THOUGHTFULNESS

Does best friend work both ways? i wondered...

Last day of Exams!!!!

lala tml.. or should i say today.. is the last day of exams!!!! lala.. so happy!!! haha... congrats to me!!! i'm gonna sleep now... hehe... dont know what's gonna happen tml.. hope that i remember my stuffs... anyway good luck to me!!!! haha.. good nights all!!! muacks!!!!

楊宗緯

had been watching some taiwan singing competition recently... and indeed... their standards are really high... and there is this one guy which i think he really deserves the trophy... like wat other ppl said.. 此人不红,天地不容..他唱歌真的很有感情.. below is the video of him.. so far i only hear his competition singing.. and i think its already very good for a asian that perform live... =)

Cakes

ok... i know i should be studying now... but i just went through my email and i saw this incredible email about cakes.

What you see below are cakes that can be eaten totally! No plastics or any other artificial stuff was used - everything is edible.








i only post afew pic here.. and i think there are quite alot more... if u wan the email post ur email here and i will send it to u =)

Goals

ok.. i need to do a few things for the next few days... and i guess i just need to plan... and why here? cos i think i will keep on comin here...

tml.. complete all my computing readings etc... and take my test on thurs...

Econs

Thurs...

• demand and supply, AD and AS
  
• read through classical vs keynesian and phillips curve.
• read through ppc and national income and gdp and unemployment.

Fri...

• keynesian model
  

Sat...

• Money market - Money DD & money SS
  
• Monetary Policy - Credit Creation

Sun...

• international trade and finance
  

Mon...

• Revise again... just incase i miss out anything..
  

Ok... 9 more days and kempate~!!!!!

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Sad...

Just saw my marketing project results... its kinda freaking me out.. Didnt expect it to be bad till this extend! its kinda driving me crazy.. But its great that i found this song that is currently playing in my blog... and the pic of the header that i once created fit so nicely with the song... somehow the sadness are all gone.. lookin at the cute little baby... lookin at his pure look... And this song.. reminds me of the show... 30 first date... =) somehow its great that i've changed the skin and songs of my blog.. at least when it makes me feel relax and good after looking at it... =)

Actually i'm feeling kinda stress... its like u never know wat to study for computing and there are loads of stuff for me to study for marketing and econs... its kinda driving me crazy... but thats life.. i guess ppl in the army would be envious of me... being able to go to sch... and will be very angry if i'm here sulkin... lols...

had been chatting with a few frens earlier... it has been a long time.. and true enough i had been missing them... but no actions were taken... cause i was to busy with work.. i guess it will be worst when we are all working... or even when we are older and have our own families... how i wish i've got a time machine... so that i can stop time... was watching click on HBO that day.. if i ever get that controller that he has... i will never fastforward my life... instead i would either rewind or stop... i would stop time so that i've got more time to do my own things and have my own thinkings.. time is really not enough...

ironically... if possible i wish that i can die at a earlier age... lols... at my golden age... real weird huh... cause i dun wanna die of ageing.. not that i am afraid of being old and ill... but i just wish to end my life at a moment when everything is the best... at least i'm not mentally sad when i'm gone... =) selfish me...

缘分

缘分是一个很奇妙的东西。要来的时候,要挡也挡不住。

有些人一辈子只能见一次面。有些一辈子却见了无数次。有些一辈子自见一次面的人，能无所不谈，有些只是擦肩而过。有些一辈子见无数次的人，永远都没谈过话，而有些去成了自己的好朋友，好搭档。还有一些人是兜了好几圈才能够在一起的朋友。最奇怪的是还有一些，从来多没看过对方，可是却是很好很好的朋友。

常常会在生活当中看到很多不同种类的人，大的小的肥的瘦得高的矮的。也常常会想要去多认识他们。可是常常打消了自己的念头。心里想着，他会不会觉得我是个推销员，是个奇怪的人。可是还是会很好奇，想知道他是不是跟我想得一样。 可是有的时候却觉得好矛盾。因为你会发现到有一些是你曾经想认识而现在又是你好朋友，可是你却又不喜欢她而想远离他。就算人缘好不建议别人人不好的人也会有这种矛盾吧。可是如果往另一方面想的话，这些人也是你人生中的一种宝吧。如果没有这些讨人焉的人，人生应该很无趣吧。而且，如果没有他们，或许你也不会懂得怎么样珍惜那些对你好的人，不懂得自己是多么幸福的。

对我来说，每个人的相遇都有个理由。有些能让你知道自己的错误，有些是能陪伴你的朋友。只要细心品尝，就能尝到她的美味。

New BlogSkin

Ok... i've got too much complaints for the fonts being too small... and i cant really alter the font size. So i've decided to change a new skin. and its just a common template that can be found. Hope that u guys would be able to see clearly now. =) Anyway the song in my blog takes time to load..  

so be patient =)

Had been real busy recently.. hope the exams end soon... good luck for me.. and for the ppl out there who are taking their exams too.. =)

Happy Children Day!

HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!

空虚

空虚的美，我了解。
空虚的丑，我也了解。

脑海、心理，却从来不承认它的美，
而是常常环绕在它的负面，环绕在那看不见的昨天。

有时候

有时候，走过一段路，心才会变得清澈，才能够感觉。
有时候，做过一些事，心才会变得清晰，才能了解。

责任与负担

责任与负担

每个人都有自己的责任。
有些人把责任看得重了一些，
有些人却不把责任看得轻一些。

把责任看的轻的人，往往会不顾一切，不由自主的往上爬，而爬的速度也比把责任看的重的人还要快。因为他们没有无谓的大的负担。所以就算他们跌倒了还是会爬起来，然后不断的往上爬。而当他们爬到顶端时，并不会感到无趣，因为他们不是为了爬上山的最顶端，而是为了看到那美丽的景色。可是如果因为乌云遮天，而让他们看不到景色，他们也不会怨天，也不会感到失望。因为他们相信只要有恒心，就能看到夕阳。而且对他们来说，自己并没有失去任何东西。因为他们还能够看到迷蒙的山景，还能听到鸟儿的悦耳鸣声。

而把责任看的重的人，也会不顾一切往上爬。可是，却慢了一节。他们那无谓的大负担，让他们累得喘不过气，累得精疲力尽。如果跌倒了，他们会觉得自己累了，会觉得自己没用而停留在原地。就算如果他们爬到了山顶，他们也不会感到开心。应为他们会不断地问自己为什么这么辛苦爬上来。为什么景色并没有别人所说得那么好看？为什么看不到夕阳？为什么老天这么的不公平。不断的怨天尤人，不断的鸡蛋里挑骨头。比起把责任看得轻的人，他们失去了很多很多。

Under Renovation

hai... my house is under renovation and dust is everywhere... its like so thick when i reached home after my macro test! and the first thing that i reached home was not to bathe... but to clean up the dust.... the workers really created a mess for us... and the work was not done properly... the floor was half done with holes in the floor and the corners... and the worst part is that that room is so small and they need to take 3 days to finish... wat the hell.. they actually wanted to leave the room halfway without finish drilling the tiles out.. and u know wat? my clever bro went to phone their supervisior.. luckily he did tat.. if not i tink they will take 4 days to complete... which means one more day of drillin and dusty home... yeeks! anyway we really regretted treating them coffee and tea... we actually tot that they would do it well and fast for us... and they were really thick skin to drink and do it slow and ugly... hai... anyway i think more instructions need to be given to them... but there's one big problem... we couldnt communicate... they speak their language and doesnt speaks eng... omg!!

让人难忘的一句话

我总在最深的绝望里，遇见最美丽的惊喜

引用几米作品“我的心中每天开出一朵花”

我并没那么难过。。。

haiyo... 其实我也没有那么忧伤啦。只是觉得人一生出来就不停的问为什么。有些为什么会让人觉得失落，有些为什么会让人快乐，而有些为什么能让人成长。只是想把自己学会，问过自己的为什么给写下来。而有的时候当忘了自己曾经问过什么为什么时，能够回头看看自己学过了多少事情，领悟了多少道理。在人生不如意的时候，能够回头看看自己本来已有的想法，开导自己，安慰自己。那么，就算生边的人都很忙碌时，自己却不会因此而忘了要逃出难过，而忘了前进。

每个人的难过催眠法都不一样。有些人会让自己很忙碌，有些人会呼呼大睡。而我的难过催眠发是不停地问自己。不停地问为什么。也许会让自己变得更难过，可是不管怎么样难过后还是得开心嘛！！我会痛痛快快的难过一场，然后再想想明天要怎么痛痛快快地开心一场。有的时候不停地问自己问题也能让难过消失。当你不断地问自己为什么时，也许你会问到一个很不耐烦的境界，问到自己不再难过了。又或也许，你会从答案中发现到自己的愚昧，或领悟到一些东西也不一定。

昨天的悲伤，我以忘怀。可是今天的快乐，仍然唱在心里。快乐的舞曲，有的时候很快就忘记。可是当你有一千零一个理由来快乐时，您就能用同一个舞曲，来跳出不同的舞蹈。不像悲伤，同一个舞曲跳出的永远是同一种舞蹈。就算不一样的舞曲，你会发现跳出的还是上个舞曲所跳出的舞蹈。

所以，痛痛快快的哭一场，因为明天的你，有的忙了！为什么？因为你得享受那第不知多少次的不同舞曲！！

毕竟，笑容时美容的最大疗方！也是长生不老的秘诀哦！

误会

被误会是什么样的感觉？

伤心？无助？寂寞？难过？生气？失望？快乐？卓立不安？犹豫？沮丧？陷入幻想？恍恍惚惚？失去理智？

被什么人误会又有什么样的感觉？

家人：
你会感到悲伤还是快乐？
你会感到无助还是跟有力量？
你会感到寂寞还是热闹？
你会生气吗？会失望吗？会卓立不安吗？会犹豫、沮丧、陷入幻想、恍恍惚惚或失去理智吗？

面对好友误会你时你又会怎麽样？
面对敌人误会你时，你又有会怎么样？

为什么会有为什么？

这是一个充满为什么的世界。可是有些事却不能用“因为”来解答。可是我们却可以从“为什么”来领悟许多事，和回忆许多曾经拥有过的好观念，好思想。

我并没感到难过，或无助。只是想让自己领悟更多罢了。。

为什么我们要有好的观念与思想？什么才算好？

为什么？？Part2

为什么我会感到寂寞、伤心？
其实我也没为什么感到寂寞伤心，只是觉得如此而已。
为什么我不快乐却要假装觉得快乐？

为什么我不能像小时候一样快乐，不能像小时候一样无忧无虑？
为什么伤心一定是不快乐？不能成为快乐的一种？
伤心可以是快乐的一种。
为什么我们不能够有快乐又伤心？

为什么？
我们不能又下地狱，又上天堂？
不能又难过，又快乐？
不能又有主见，又随便？
不能又善良，又邪恶？
不能又聪明，又愚蠢？
不能又年轻，又苍老？
不能又懦弱，又勇敢？
不能又孤僻，又合群？

为什么我们不能两个都拥有？

为什么？？Part 1

为什么爱情能让人

失去理智

恍恍惚惚

妒嫉小气

犹豫沮丧

陷入幻想

心事重重

幼稚孩子气

无病呻呤

封锁自己

孤单寂寞

幸福快乐

时时猜疑

得意忘形

寂寞难耐

失魂落魄

过度宠爱

甜甜蜜蜜

耐心坚持

开朗快乐

温柔体贴